Currently Listening Papa Don't Preach By Madonna see related

- Papa Don't Preach

I'm having a babbbyyyy!

So... I'm 10 weeks pregmant with Alan's baby , I heard it's heartbeat on the 20th! I've been sick with morning sickness crazystyle & headaches & stomach aches and all that good stuff that comes along with it! We both want a boy, & if it's a boy his name will be Alex.  Aww. I havn't picked out a girls name yet though. I'm due on February 17th. Ahh. So I've been good & very happy & everything is peacchyyyy!  I'm gonna have a child wow, with the guy I've been in love with for 3 years, awwww. haha. I know I'm a nerd.  & No I wasn't planning on having a baby, it was an accident, but everything happens for a reason, and were both excited  so it's all good!, Yay!

Lindsay

Currently Listening Let's Stay Together By Al Green see related

- Lets Stay Together

Jaundice

I havn't written since Decemberrrrr..... oh wow, well I'm in loveeee woot woot, I've been with Alan since March 26th, ohh yess, I couldn't be happier. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! & schools out for the summer, I have one more semester to do and then I graduate. THANK GODDDD, I just want it to be over! Umm, A lot of drama and shit happened in January. Oh wow, I mean  A LOT, February was gooood, and since then alls been good with my love life. Friends too, but now 2 of my best friends are mad at me, & I supposedly only see Alan now and care about him. & thats definatly not true. & My mom is still frickin insane, My sister is good as always, and my dad is good too. I have no job anymore, I have no rides to work, so I'm broke as f*ckkkkk. & the end. How are all of u doing??????? I hate pants. OK BOUYEEE

-Lindsay-

Currently Watching Imaginary Heroes see related

Hello.

Happy Bithday Armandooo! You're 19 yay! Well still not much going on, It's winter break, kinda boring... blah.. We had a Christmas party at my work and that was so much fun though! Paige got me a aqua vibrator! hahah COCKK, Christmas sooon sooon, Except it doesn't feel like it at all, blah,, it's expected though, I'm giving up on the guy I like, and it sucks, but yea, I think I'm done with trying to make things happen, because obviously they are not gonna happen.... So looks like I might need to return a present, but I'll wait it out until we go back to school. Even though I already know what the result is going to be. So I will continue to be alone, blah, but at least no drama that way right, Sorry to guys, but u all suck, all I want is to love someone that will love me back, is that so hard? I mean is it really, everyone I have ever loved, has never loved me in return... so all I can do is wait, and wait, and waittttttt. I need a Vacation, wish I was still in Mexico. But no, cuz I suck.

Currently Watching The Notebook see related

Hey Ninjas! Whats going on! I havn't written in a long time it seems, Welllll I dont know why I've missed out on saying, haha, the past 2 days have sucked and been soooooo bad but things got better today! So I am happy and hopeful! yay! Christmas is comingg aww I'm excited! But I'm depressed that it's so damn cold! DAMN WINTER! You suck! die die! haha I miss Karaokeee but I think were going to Sports Page tomorrow so we will see how that goessss, oww owww, I'm still smoking cigarettes uhhh! I know I suck! I can feel it in my lungs already when I excersise, I;m a failureeeee, but I am happy because of something an asian told me today hahahah, im crazy! But I have a feeling things will get better so I hope hope hopeeee! I HOPE U ARE ALL DOING GOOD! I LOVE YOU ALL!

Lindsay

Currently Listening Dire Straits By Dire Straits see related

- Romeo & Juliet

Heyyyy,

Well a lot of shit has happened. Over the weekend we all went to sing karaokee the usual, and who was at the bar we sing at, my mom, hmmm, so I refused to go in and Paige&Armando made her leave! YESSS! So I felt better and it was awesome, then we all went to Denny's afterwards and my dad calls me telling me that my mom called the police on him saying he was abusing her, and trying to poison her! There were 3 cops at my house Kimmy had to rush me home and it was awful I was crying I thought he'd be taken away, but it turned out okay and they know that she was piss drunk, and she's insane. So I'm done with that f*cking b*tch, I cannot stand her, & my dad had court today but he didn't have the money so he got a continuance until March, so that's awesome! :)... Ummmmmmmmm and I did something I thought I would never do again... I started smoking cigarettes again... I dunno if I'm going to keep doing it but I had the CRAZIEST craving! and I have NEVER craved cigarettes since I had quit 2 years ago..... SO I am officially a Failureeeee, My mom sucks, and I highly doubt I am ever going to be with the person I am so madly in love with..... so I think I just needed to have a cigarette... it's better than a bunch of coke & weed & alcohol right.... yes yes that's right....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA! Her B-day was the 7th and she is 19 oww oww, Kim, Tina, and I all went out and it was a lot of fun we went to Los Compadres, and me and Kim bought her pretty clothes! Yay!

Sooooooooooooooooo.... when is the good gonna happppennnnnn!! UHHHH! Well at least I am seeing Kimmy a lot more now! I MISSED HER SO MUCH! She's awesome, and TINAAAA I better be seeing u more again too! I MISS U SO MUCH TOOO! ::tear:: I love all my friends, them and my dad are the only things I have     :)